
2009 April 17 - I Just Want to Cry
… I am so so so so sad. So very sad. When the surgeon told me that the cancer had spread to 2 of the four lymph nodes they had taken out, the next three minutes of what she said whizzed by me. Now it’s a different ball park and my decisions or the ones I’ve made already need to be changed.
Reconstructive surgery won’t be able to happen until at least a year…
I tried my hardest not to cry, it was really hard when the Dr herself started getting teary eyed as I stared deeply into her eyes. I had to look away. I finally broke as I drove out with my brother. He gave me a hug. I’ve never truly known the power of a hug until this whole cancer thing.
... I guess I should have asked the dr how long does she think I have, it never crossed my mind till now.
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